It's a gorgeous day ... I should be at the beach or fishing

Instead I'm sitting here at my desk, looking out the window at the brilliant blue sky and thinking WHY am I here. Then I look to my right and see the piles of applications that have to be processed, that's why.

I did write a post earlier in the week but then lost it then life dramas happen and I never got round to doing another one.

So firstly weighty matters.

I didn't make it to weight watchers on Tuesday because above said dramas. It would have been truthful to say that I wasn't as excited about it as what I was the week before. There were quite a few reasons.

1. I didn't track.
2. I didn't drink as much water.
3. I didn't always eat my 3x meal a day.

plus the excuses

4. I had our work xmas dinner
5. Premenstrual week and TOM - really bloaty and heavy feeling.
Should have drunk more water
6. Have felt ravenous because of TOM and gave in to temptation occasionally.

I did get on the scales when I got home though and they showed roughly the same as the previous week give or take 200 gms.

But I have been good this week. I am drinking water. I am tracking and I am eating properly. Although I'm eating my breakfast a bit later at work. The best part is that the ravenous hunger I had before has gone. Thank God for that.

Some good things tho are already starting to happen. I don't feel quite so "chesty". I noticed the other day that my boobs aren't falling out of my bra but sitting properly like they should. When I'm not feeling bloaty my tummy feels "flatter". My jeans are a little looser. I haven't had to use my inhaler for the last few days. Not sure if this is good or bad because I'm suppose to be taking the preventalin daily. I guess the good thing is that I haven't felt that I needed too.

My incidental exercise this week has been cleaning the pool. Phew what a work out that is. I was going to mow the lawns as well but Nick bet me to it. Have to admit it was a nice surprise coming home to.

In other news I go for my scan this afternoon. Then I have my followup with the specialist next week and I'll find out for sure if I'm going to have surgery. Just wish they'd hurry up as I really don't want to be mucking around this close to Christmas neither do I want to spend my holiday recuperating. I want to enjoy it.

Couple of dramas happening with a couple of kids. Trying not to stress out but damn it can be hard sometimes.

On the plus side Lucas is doing really well and is starting to put on weight.
5lbs 10oz. Nearly a newborn weight. He's three months and three weeks now. He had his first outing at the lake the other day. He needs a bit of sunshine and fresh air.





I have photos on my camera to post but Mr T revamped our computer again and we haven't got round to loading the camera software yet. Will have to make sure this weekend.

Anyway it's gorgeous outside. If you don't have to be indoors - then go out and enjoy it. Have a superfantastic weekend everyone.

Ciao